why I'm so tired these days - I could sleep on & on in the morning & still am tired after some hours again - is this my annual start of my winter sleep period starting in November -
no I also feel strangely weak & just measured fever - yes I got some - so my yearly flu has finally got my like all year in October or November -
I shall sleep till it's gone & hope I have enough fat reserves collected in the summer to survive my big winter sleep..
(there is a nice gipsy music playing in the background of my room (do you hear it) - & now I know what one of the main roots of the music of Babylon Circus (I told you about in one of my summer entrys) was.
but like a Zombie, half asleep I still to continue writing entries in my diary, just like a bad habit you can't stop to fulfill - & if I'm once lying in my grave I probably still will continue to write here (maybe by a ghostwriter then - any mediums around?)